I hate falling for people.. I prefer when it's more of a "I think shes hot" kinda thing, I hate when it all starts to feel amazing and feels right cause how could it be if it can't even be something to start with?.
I hate when I get the feeling for people who don't feel the same or just friends zoned already.. And I hate dating friends because as it's been proved in the past.. that doesn't work and its a very bad idea.
Right now I'm an a very mehish mood and I just can't stop listening to The Fray.
The one song that keeps getting to me is Look After You.. It's a beautiful song and it something to be sad with.
There's always that song when your sad that's the only thing that you want to hear.. Knowing it ain't making anything better but still its that song that just does something that changes everything.
Well after the past few days of my life been amazing just being with amazing people who make me happy.. its actually been amazing for the past few months and I know the future is gonna be amazing it's just having to learn how to live around someone I feel really strong about and they would never feel the same.. I guess its better than like a million things that could happen..
Yes i know life could be worse.. I know there is people that have it worse than me but to be really honest I don't give a shit i feel this mood and i like to blog to get it all off my chest.
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