I get hardly any sleep I'm either in lots of pain or I just keep thinking about shit in the past and how dramatically different my life would be and would I like it that way or would I just feel trapped?.
I feel like everyone around me is fading away once more but this time I actually don't feel that bad about it I'm thinking about just becoming fully dedicated to my work and just forgetting about everything else because at the end of the day I just think.. Is it all worth it? like seriously.. what the fuck is the point in all of this..
I'm feeling really fed up with everything and to be honest I don't care how emo that sounds because Its the truth I'm losing everything I have left so all I will have is my job and my bed and to be honest I wont complain about that because I've lost what I've loved so their ain't a care in the world to lose the rest.
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