Well through the 18 days of 2011 mostly everything has went completely right for me and it feels amazing.. I actually feel like this year could be the best year of my life.. make 16 a good age!
Getting close to old friends and new friends and met lots of new people of whom are amazing.. Just before 2011 started I met people who I just connected with straight away because they actually understand me... they understand my mind my jokes my pain everything.. being able to find people you can truly open up to without shit getting thrown in my face is amazing.. starting life all over again was the best thing I could ever have done for myself.
I'm successfully removing age 15 from my brain and all the bad in 2010.
People say that blocking things out is bad for you but when I didn't block it out I kept having nightmares, Not being able to sleep much, Not being able to sleep and getting myself into lots of bad stuff with very bad people.. but I have completely cleaned myself of everything that was fucking over my life and I have grown up a little yet I still feel about 12 its nice.
Recently I have got my imagination back.. I lost it half way through 2010 and I just felt like a completely different person, I just wasn't myself at all.. didn't have the sense of humour that I loved.. Didn't have the funny thoughts in my head all the time.. lost all the good stuff that made me.. well me.
Because of my friends I have completely changed.. I have got everything I liked about myself and changed everything I hated.. I have got back what I missed about myself and lost what I didn't care for.. and that may just seem meh to anyone else but its the greatest thing that could happen to me and it's the thing I really needed to happen.
I love my friends.
I love my life.
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